It's been a hectic week, like srsly sigh..I've been occupied with loads of assignments in the past few weeks, this is driving me crazy man T_T and now I'm free finally..i can sit infront my laptop without doing anything instead of searching information for my assignment, research n so on, i can finally do laundry, i can finally read cleo, i can finally sitting here slack around and any other stuff which is not related to ass-ignment! :@
But this also means that final exam is around the corner, which is the time for me to start studying! Oh poor me T_T

Lemme share something here..My mum was in kl the other day, i feel really bad for not meeting up with her..she was actually just got back from bali and dropped by kl for a night, so she was in a very tight schedule that day..on friday morning, she called me, and asked if i wanted to meet her as she will pass by my area. But i was still dreaming and sleeping the moment she called me(was doing the damn assignment till really really late the night before), and i couldn't believe i rejected her...sigh..she even told me that she wanted to see me as it's been such a long time since she saw me, but this bad daughter rejected her and continue to sleep instead :(

So i actually planned to sleep for a lil longer, wake up and going to meet up with her before she leaves to tawau in the evening. But i was too tired, couldn't wake up, overslept...it was 1 something by the time i woke up, i felt really bad seriously, was thinking how could i miss out the chance to see her since i don't get to see her that often? and i started to cry..sigh..she just wanted to see me for a while, she knows she wont be seeing me until december, but me? cant fulfill her eventhough just a small lil thing she granted for..I'm so disappointed with myself...i called her and told her that i overslept..i started to pour out everything..coz i was so stressed, i slept at around 4 or 5 everynight due to the heavy workload..and felt sorry for not meeting up with her..and couldn't control myself, cried so badly..once again i made her worried about me sigh..she then comforted me and told me not to stress myself too much, go out with sis, bf or something, to relax..

Why human being tend to behave like that? You'll only realize something important and started to appreciate and regret after that something is gone..perhaps this is really human nature..

Sometimes i feel that I'm really big time loser, as i always fail to balance things up, be it to the family, friendship, relationship or studies, pathetic isn't it :s It's really tough for me, but believe me, i will learn, and try, won't give up, and never give up ;)

Er..guess i shouldn't rant too much, a lil too long-winded right :P But they are really my thoughts for the moment, i should really learn how to treasure what i have, appreciate them, not taking things for granted, be more mature and see things from different angles..yea all these are seriously what i have to learn, wish me luck :)

On a side note, am going back kmn soon! who will be around this weekend? teehehe i miss my aunts and couzies already! :D

Hi peeps~
Just to update a lil so i don't feel my blog is always the same entry :P

Guess what, i went to uni yesterday and so many people asked if i was wearing falsies :P
Of course i said no la k i don't even know how to apply falsies coz i'm noob like that!

But the mascara really makes my lashes look so nice! Not like any other brands which will make them look like some spider legs that stick together :s


niceeeee rite rite rite??? (ljy pls la dun syok sendiri :s)

Gotta off to bed, my goodness it's 2am o.O I think i'm getting used to sleep late these days sigh..say hi to eyebags, dark circles T__T omg i'm getting old T___T!! am still 20 though :P until next month! noooooooooo plssss T_T


Teeheehee..i got huhu as my companion when he's not around!

Btw, he's comin' back to msia tomorrow, like finally! :D *grinssssss*

Till then! Good night folks! ;)

So i'm back in subang, phew~

And i'm back to work again! Finally get to gather with the tgv gang after so long and what we did actually was just jalan jalan, chit-chatting, fooling around, talking jokes and such, coz it's a monday, not much customers :D

But you know what, Harry Potter is on screen soon! wtf man, this weekend is gonna be busy like hell! Don't even dare to imagine T_T


Actually we spotted it a month ago but too bad, they had got no new unit for this cutie as i don't feel like owning the displayed ones. And him, still doesn't give up, asked the staff if they have any new unit for this soft toy, surprisingly they do! So off he bought it without any consideration!


p/s : Am so looking forward to the outing this thursday! My bitch's birthday!!

Guess what people, i'm in malacca right now :D It's a very sudden plan though..Totally love every moments like this <3

Actually something ruined our day and things went so so wrong sigh, but thank God it was all good again :)

Reached mlk around 7 something and had dinner over his place. After the dinner, went over to Sungai Melaka(?) to enjoy the night view :D


So will be headed back to hometown 2 days later, gtg bye peeps!

can i screammmmm?! super excited now! just done with the 3rd paper and one more to go! Cannot wait cannot wait!

Aku sangat hebat la can..i slept at 3 something last night and woke up at 6.30am this morning :s luckily i did not feel sleepy throughout the exam..
ish..some of my friends are done with finals and started their holidays and i'm still stuck with piles of notes here wtf *envy*

Hmmm...should i take a nap now, or continue with the revision??? hmmmmm....